and it all comes tumbling down.

Today has been ridiculous. Life seems like a cruel joke right now. I need to hear the punchline and it better be a good one.

make me smile like this...

(pic from this summer)

old fashion.

So I've heard from my favorite dude like twice in a week and I couldn't be happier.

He comes home in 33 days and I'm very excited.

But I also couldn't be more disappointed.

Not disappointed that he's coming home, but that I most likely will not be able to see fly down to UT to see him like a week after he gets there, as was the plan.

I know that miracles do happen, so hopefully something does.

Maybe a job? A pot o'gold? or something of the like will appear in my life.

Crossing my fingers & hoping against hope.

via Rainier on flickr.

Where are you?

via: Le Love.

Where are YOU?

My sweet boy, gentleman, other half.

It feels like this is a 'Where's Waldo?" and the author decided to play a joke and Waldo isn't in there at all. So... come out of hiding my perfectly imperfect boy. I'm waiting and not too patient.

:)