i will follow you into the dark.

Who would have thought technology would be so useful? I got a great spontaneous email from my favorite dude. Next week I'll be up until 2:30 AM so we can have a little e-mail pow wow. That's not such a convenient hour, but eh I can't change an 8 hr time difference just yet.

"I Will Follow You Into the Dark" by Death Cab for Cutie
Stuck in my head all day long & I kinda like it there.

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impatient.

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This picture pretty much explains how i feel right now. im extremely tired of waiting for you. so can you please call me, message me or something. i feel like giving up. blah. i dont know what else to say. so bye.

old fashion.

So I've heard from my favorite dude like twice in a week and I couldn't be happier.

He comes home in 33 days and I'm very excited.

But I also couldn't be more disappointed.

Not disappointed that he's coming home, but that I most likely will not be able to see fly down to UT to see him like a week after he gets there, as was the plan.

I know that miracles do happen, so hopefully something does.

Maybe a job? A pot o'gold? or something of the like will appear in my life.

Crossing my fingers & hoping against hope.

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loose ends.

Dude. So I'm pretty sure I can't compete with Lanea's bomb photography post. So while I come up with something that can even begin to compare with that awesomeness, I'll write this.

You know what sucks? Having loose ends with anyone, in any sort of relationship sucks.

I think one of the reasons why I'm so blunt and straight forward is because I hate loose ends and having things not tied off and squared away.

If I don't like you, I don't like you. End of story.

I like to make clean breaks from people that I no longer associate with.

It gives me closure.

It's hard because I feel like if I just cut a person out, then that leads to loose ends and those drive me crazy!

So I just cut off contact and see what happens.

I'm trying to tie up all my loose ends but it's difficult.

I'm not trying to start a collection of broken string.

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<3

So today i decided to take some pictures that i've been wanting to take for awhile but just never did so yeah here they are.

Photos of me taken by me Lanea.

Love's Philosophy

by Percy Bysshe Shelley

The fountains mingle with the river

And the rivers with the ocean,

The winds of Heaven mix forever

With a sweet emotion;

Nothing in the world is single;

All things by a law divine

In one spirit meet and mingle.

Why not I with thine? -

See the mountains kiss high Heaven

And the waves clasp one another;

No sister-flower would be forgiven

If it disdained its brother;

And the sunlight clasps the earth

And the moonbeams kiss the sea:

What is all this sweet work worth

If thou kiss not me?

monday, tuesday, happy days.

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Lately I've been feeling so happy and I don't know why. It's not like anything majorly joyous occured in my life recently. I guess I'm just happy for people in my life that are finally getting the good things that they deserve. I'm blessed. I'm grateful that things are falling together for people that are around me, because I know my time will come. As for now, I'm just plain happy and nothing can bring me down.

beautifully flawed.

Today as I lounged around in my sweats, huge No Stank You banana shirt and glasses I realized that I am full of flaws, but that each one is on purpose and the summation of these weird/ beautiful/ unique "flaws" make up me and I'm cool with that.

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