Sunday, September 27, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Who would have thought technology would be so useful? I got a great spontaneous email from my favorite dude. Next week I'll be up until 2:30 AM so we can have a little e-mail pow wow. That's not such a convenient hour, but eh I can't change an 8 hr time difference just yet.
Monday, September 21, 2009
This picture pretty much explains how i feel right now. im extremely tired of waiting for you. so can you please call me, message me or something. i feel like giving up. blah. i dont know what else to say. so bye.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
He comes home in 33 days and I'm very excited.
But I also couldn't be more disappointed.
Not disappointed that he's coming home, but that I most likely will not be able to see fly down to UT to see him like a week after he gets there, as was the plan.
I know that miracles do happen, so hopefully something does.
Maybe a job? A pot o'gold? or something of the like will appear in my life.
Crossing my fingers & hoping against hope.
via Rainier on flickr.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Dude. So I'm pretty sure I can't compete with Lanea's bomb photography post. So while I come up with something that can even begin to compare with that awesomeness, I'll write this.
You know what sucks? Having loose ends with anyone, in any sort of relationship sucks.
I think one of the reasons why I'm so blunt and straight forward is because I hate loose ends and having things not tied off and squared away.
If I don't like you, I don't like you. End of story.
I like to make clean breaks from people that I no longer associate with.
It gives me closure.
It's hard because I feel like if I just cut a person out, then that leads to loose ends and those drive me crazy!
So I just cut off contact and see what happens.
I'm trying to tie up all my loose ends but it's difficult.
I'm not trying to start a collection of broken string.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Lately I've been feeling so happy and I don't know why. It's not like anything majorly joyous occured in my life recently. I guess I'm just happy for people in my life that are finally getting the good things that they deserve. I'm blessed. I'm grateful that things are falling together for people that are around me, because I know my time will come. As for now, I'm just plain happy and nothing can bring me down.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Today as I lounged around in my sweats, huge No Stank You banana shirt and glasses I realized that I am full of flaws, but that each one is on purpose and the summation of these weird/ beautiful/ unique "flaws" make up me and I'm cool with that.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Today was a pretty good day, got a cute message from a cute boy and had dinner at Toreros with Shayna, it was delicious.
I feel like I'm on this road, the road to happiness.
That could possibly lead to this. who knows but i hope something good happens soon.
It's frustrating to not know what to think anymore. To not know who to spend my time on and who to cut off. I need a sign, some bolt of lightning, to show me who and how to be. I wish I had a crystal ball so I could see into the future and see who is going to be worth it and who is not. Until then, I'll keep carrying on.