quote-ful monday.

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remixxxxxx.

I MUST have this game. In my past life I was a hardcore dj. I know it. lol.

old school pic of me & Lanea. Holla!

look ma, i made a turkey!

I'm thankful For:

Family, Friends, Food, Fun, my Faith, and my Future!

(p.s. I love alliteration lol).

webcam love.

"Do not let the bitterness steal your sweetness".

team jacob.

Just a couple of things... New Moon was pretty amazing. Definitely on team jacob. Decided that that i am going to take online classes through new york institute of photography enrolling on monday. Were almost finished painting the kitchen. I really need to clean my room. And i want it to snow. Thats all.

My dog midnight. She actually sat still for a picture the other day.

whoo.

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Going to see this tonight with my sisters. I'm very much EXCITED! whoo i'll tell you how it is tomorrow.

oh and shayna's going too with ben and shara.

random thoughts :)

things that make me happy as of late :

1. painting with watercolors.

2. having an unexpected day off of work.

3. successfully painting my nails on BOTH hands.

4. having plans.

5. prayers answered

In other news, I want to learn how to sew things that I would actually wear/use.

Inspired by this blog.

dear, dear.

Dear Future Husband,

Just so you know, we will own a diner at some time. We'll name it after a stranger and serve homemade everything. And then after that we'll own a bakery and I'll make the cupcakes. It'll be great!

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flickr images.

i'm afraid.

I'm afraid to jump because I might fall. I'm afraid to fall because it might be the best thing ever.

love is in the air.

I just watched this short on le love and thought i would share it with whoever reads this.I love it. the way it was shot and edited is amazing. you can tell that they are in love.

A YOUNG COUPLE (Dir. Barry Jenkins, 2009, 13min) from Barry Jenkins on Vimeo.

btw, idk.

I'd like to say that I'm at a crossroads, but it's more like a 4-way stop where no one will go first.

Awkward.

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ahhhhhhh.

Big sigh of relief. I'm content with how everything is coming to pass. 'The Big Man Upstairs' really knows what he's doing and how to put all the pieces in place.

Being content makes me feel like this.

(not purple, just happy).

retail therapy.

After anything major happens I shop. I don't spend extravagant amounts of money or break the bank but I do like me some shopping, it's good for the soul.

I started out with some fun makeup.

I ordered it online and it came right in time for Halloween.

I bought these lo pros in purple that I've been waiting to buy forever.

I really want the azalea ones too.

& of course top it all off with a little PINK

ps THANKS Lanea for the pale shout out! lol.

This is for you Shayna. :)

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and it all comes tumbling down.

Today has been ridiculous. Life seems like a cruel joke right now. I need to hear the punchline and it better be a good one.

make me smile like this...

(pic from this summer)

Wellies.

Since the weather has been stormy lately, I'm eyeing rain boots so that I can splash in puddles all I want.

Chooka Signature with cute watermelon print from Nordstrom $59.95

Floral prints from Target $24.99 CHEAP!

Hunter boots in violet from Zappos $114.95

mysterious ways.

It's funny how everything can go from falling apart to falling together in a matter of days. Life just took a 180 turn and I couldn't be more thrilled. I just had to wait out this little storm and now I'm under an umbrella. Speaking of storms.. there's a crazy one going on outside my window right now! Here's a brief run-down of why my life is pretty cool right now:

- I'm now a sales associate at Bath & Body Works. I had a group interview a few weeks ago and thought I did pretty bad. I don't do so well with big groups of people trying to talk over the top of each other. Thanks to many prayers in my behalf, I miraculously got the job. And the best part is... I come home from work smelling FABULOUS. lol.

- Jimmy came into town from AZ. Me, Lanea and the crew met him at the airport, complete with a "WELCOME TO AMERICA" sign on Thursday. We had a weekend full of random adventures like: the homecoming game, BJ's, McDonald's ice cream cones, jerkin at the Safeway parking lot and more. The weekend came to a close with our final goodbye to "Big Girls Don't Cry" by Fergie lol.

- Homedude came back the states and is planning on visiting soon. We finally talked to the phone on Saturday for a pretty long time I might add, and it was pretty awesome. It felt like we've known each other for a long time, when in reality we've never even met, but we will soon and it will be great :) woo.

& that is all. See, I've been procrastinating blogging because I thought I had nothing interesting going on, but hey I guess I do.

I can feel that something good is going to be coming into my life soon and I can't wait to see how it all goes down!

no idea.

So i pretty much haven't had any ideas for anything to post and Shayna wants me to post something so i guess i'll finally post something lol. Life has been extremely boring i need some excitement in my life someone bring some to me. So the other day i took kats 3 year pictures, she was being crazy difficult and didn't want to do anything which is not a normal for her. Here are just a few of them.

just a thought./

I watched Scarlett Johansson and Pete Yorn perform their song "Relator" on the Ellen Show this morning. I like it.

In other news,

- I got my driver's license finally!

- I have a job interview tomorrow, well technically, today.

:)

Wisdom.

In honor of Lanea getting her wisdom teeth out, I present, the ever-classic "David After Dentist".

Anyways,

I thought I would write about wisdom, which I lack alot of, but hey, I know at least something.

I once knew a dude that believed money was greater than love. That money can buy happiness and blah blah blah. I never told him just how wrong he was for thinking this, but he's wrong. I thought everyone knew that love is most important, it seems like common sense to me. I've never been in love and don't have a penny to my name, but one thing I know for sure, love is priceless.

rollercoaster.

Life's a major rollercoaster right now. I feel like I'm experiencing reverse gravity while trying to jump on a trampoline, but...

via stairway to heaven on flickr.

"If it's meant to be it will be".

a little bit of this...

Tell me why.
I still think of you
and wonder when this will all end
and I’ll find the friend I always knew,
was in you.

i will follow you into the dark.

Who would have thought technology would be so useful? I got a great spontaneous email from my favorite dude. Next week I'll be up until 2:30 AM so we can have a little e-mail pow wow. That's not such a convenient hour, but eh I can't change an 8 hr time difference just yet.

"I Will Follow You Into the Dark" by Death Cab for Cutie
Stuck in my head all day long & I kinda like it there.

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impatient.

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This picture pretty much explains how i feel right now. im extremely tired of waiting for you. so can you please call me, message me or something. i feel like giving up. blah. i dont know what else to say. so bye.

old fashion.

So I've heard from my favorite dude like twice in a week and I couldn't be happier.

He comes home in 33 days and I'm very excited.

But I also couldn't be more disappointed.

Not disappointed that he's coming home, but that I most likely will not be able to see fly down to UT to see him like a week after he gets there, as was the plan.

I know that miracles do happen, so hopefully something does.

Maybe a job? A pot o'gold? or something of the like will appear in my life.

Crossing my fingers & hoping against hope.

via Rainier on flickr.

loose ends.

Dude. So I'm pretty sure I can't compete with Lanea's bomb photography post. So while I come up with something that can even begin to compare with that awesomeness, I'll write this.

You know what sucks? Having loose ends with anyone, in any sort of relationship sucks.

I think one of the reasons why I'm so blunt and straight forward is because I hate loose ends and having things not tied off and squared away.

If I don't like you, I don't like you. End of story.

I like to make clean breaks from people that I no longer associate with.

It gives me closure.

It's hard because I feel like if I just cut a person out, then that leads to loose ends and those drive me crazy!

So I just cut off contact and see what happens.

I'm trying to tie up all my loose ends but it's difficult.

I'm not trying to start a collection of broken string.

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So today i decided to take some pictures that i've been wanting to take for awhile but just never did so yeah here they are.

Photos of me taken by me Lanea.

Love's Philosophy

by Percy Bysshe Shelley

The fountains mingle with the river

And the rivers with the ocean,

The winds of Heaven mix forever

With a sweet emotion;

Nothing in the world is single;

All things by a law divine

In one spirit meet and mingle.

Why not I with thine? -

See the mountains kiss high Heaven

And the waves clasp one another;

No sister-flower would be forgiven

If it disdained its brother;

And the sunlight clasps the earth

And the moonbeams kiss the sea:

What is all this sweet work worth

If thou kiss not me?

monday, tuesday, happy days.

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Lately I've been feeling so happy and I don't know why. It's not like anything majorly joyous occured in my life recently. I guess I'm just happy for people in my life that are finally getting the good things that they deserve. I'm blessed. I'm grateful that things are falling together for people that are around me, because I know my time will come. As for now, I'm just plain happy and nothing can bring me down.

beautifully flawed.

Today as I lounged around in my sweats, huge No Stank You banana shirt and glasses I realized that I am full of flaws, but that each one is on purpose and the summation of these weird/ beautiful/ unique "flaws" make up me and I'm cool with that.

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